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Aug. 19th, 2009 08:45 amP and me mutually broke off the engagement. We had a long talk on Saturday and determined that over time the love stopped being ROMANSU and started being something else. We're still good friends - it'd be right to call him my best friend - but we just aren't IN love.
Please don't pass judgment on him or me for this, and I don't need major condolences. This was something we did together, and thought I'm certainly sad about it and will probably be sniffling like a dink for days, nothing in my heart says I did the WRONG thing.
It's sad, yes. I'm mourning the loss of what could have been. But keeping the friendship with him is a lot more important to me that trying to muddle through a relationship that's changed as if it hasn't. him being happy is more important to me than that, too, and he's effing miserable here. His job sucks, all but like two of his co-workers are morons and he keeps getting hurt because of morons. I don't want him to get seriously injured there.
His parents are moving to NB and he's going down there to help them. He might stay, and buy his own place down there.
I hope he does that if that's what'll make him happy. Him being happy is much, much more important to me than anything else, with this. I want him to be happy, more than anything else.
Again: do not pass judgment on either of us for this. If my notoriously-gossipy family can manage not to so can anyone. XD
I'll be all right. So will he. We're still friends, and for me that's a vital thing.
It took me forever to work up the nerve to post this; I still have to change my Facebook status. Bweh.
This month, man. Just. Whut.
Please don't pass judgment on him or me for this, and I don't need major condolences. This was something we did together, and thought I'm certainly sad about it and will probably be sniffling like a dink for days, nothing in my heart says I did the WRONG thing.
It's sad, yes. I'm mourning the loss of what could have been. But keeping the friendship with him is a lot more important to me that trying to muddle through a relationship that's changed as if it hasn't. him being happy is more important to me than that, too, and he's effing miserable here. His job sucks, all but like two of his co-workers are morons and he keeps getting hurt because of morons. I don't want him to get seriously injured there.
His parents are moving to NB and he's going down there to help them. He might stay, and buy his own place down there.
I hope he does that if that's what'll make him happy. Him being happy is much, much more important to me than anything else, with this. I want him to be happy, more than anything else.
Again: do not pass judgment on either of us for this. If my notoriously-gossipy family can manage not to so can anyone. XD
I'll be all right. So will he. We're still friends, and for me that's a vital thing.
It took me forever to work up the nerve to post this; I still have to change my Facebook status. Bweh.
This month, man. Just. Whut.
