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yukie1013 ([personal profile] yukie1013) wrote2013-03-11 02:00 am

Come on, brain, stop that crap.

Whenever there's a long stretch where not many comments happen I'm like--

"Wait, shit, am I boring people? Am I nattering about something no one cares about? Am I annoying people with it? Did I piss someone off, or is someone talking shit about me and lying about me for no reason? Oh, shit, it's not that again, is it? It's been a few years since some flatulating demented mule called me a devilbitch and made me their scapegoat and straight-up lied about me wall to wall for their own gain, maybe it's that time again? Am I going to have to play damage control because some douche McNugget decided to start stirring the pot and attention-jockeying? Or--did I legitimately piss someone off by sticking my foot in my mouth hardcore again? ...Or is everyone just, like, busy? SAMHKYJGSHDmulkabdgshafjdzASCM,BK ballsack why can't there be some clue as to WTF is going on. Please say it's just that everyone is busy. @_@"

ADHD with comorbid anxiety and obsessive compulsive tendencies is great. :D

*cough*

Anyway. No one needs to feel bad about not commenting I'm just. Yes. If I did something obnoxious let me know. XD

[identity profile] the--ivorytower.livejournal.com 2013-03-11 08:00 pm (UTC)(link)
I had a day like that last tuesday. Basically (tmi time), there's a time anywhere between 3-5 days before my period starts when my mood takes a goddamn nosedive, and not only is there anything I can do about it, I usually recognize it after it happens, so all I can do is apologize and make sure my friends realize I don't hate them... and then it goes away. I hate it because I'm usually a really happy, cheerful person, but whee hormones. I feel like a schlub.

[identity profile] yukie1013.livejournal.com 2013-03-12 12:16 am (UTC)(link)
I am--similar. *hugs* everything is like /WRATH or /WOE or /SLEEP FOR FOURTEEN HOURS because my family's prone to anemia. So my iron reserves are still building themselves back up after the beginning of the month. So it's like *I AM DOORSTOP* when it's not *NERVES*, or both happen at once because that makes ALL THE SENSE

either way *hugs* I hope you feel better soon.