*rabies.*

Jan. 19th, 2012 09:34 am
yukie1013: (Default)
Maybe if I started physically injuring every single navel-gazing shit-wit who thinks it's fine 'n dandy to take their lousy day out on me, they'd stop.

News flash, it's not okay to do this, assholes. Just because you decided somewhere in the recesses of your midget fuckchop diva mind that I 'have it easy' (haaa ha ha ha) or 'need to toughen it up' or whatever bullshit typical abuser rationalization *eyelash flutter* you're repeating over and over in the hopes that it'll make it true...

Wait for it.

Wait for it.

DOES NOT MAKE IT FUCKING OKAY.

Read more... )

ETA for clarity, reassurance of a couple worried people who asked, and unpleasant epiphany yay: The people I'm irritated with are not here (i.e. LJ/DW); one of them had an LJ once but doesn't anymore because it's juvenile or something. They lurk my shit anyway, though (god knows why, if all I do is piss them off/allegedly embarrass myself), and pretty much will never confront me in comments or anywhere anyone else can see them doing it, knowing damn well that 'OMFG RANDOM IM ASSHOLE BAW' is the flipside of 'THE LURKERS SUPPORT ME IN E-MAIL LOL' and that I am terrified of looking like a wanky munchausen-by-internet ninny, so I am not likely to say anything or ask for support.

What.
The fuck.
Is wrong.
With me.

Why does it always take me so damn long to realize assholes are assholes, and I don't deserve this crap. Why do I tolerate this for so damn long. Why. What the fuck. Now I just feel entirely stupid.
yukie1013: (BLARGH)
Dear pharmaceutical company,

BITE ME SO VERY VERY FUCKING HARD FOR DISCONTINUING THE ALL-IN-ONE VITAMIN PILLS I WAS TAKING.

Boom fucking shanka,
-the crabby little woman in the red sweater.

Now I have to fuck about with more damned pills, and before anyone tells me to cry moar, I already am taking more than twenty per day to manage this condition alone. Yes, you fucking heard me. CF is a pain in the ass*. XD

Uuurrhhhgh. I know this is small potatoes compared to some things but it's just so bloody damned annoying.

One of the inhaled meds I use being in somewhat limited supply bugs me, too. (Edit: I will be able to get it! Just the pharmacy's having issues with the supplier as they intermittently do. I'm okay!)

People NEED these things, okay? And there are more and more of us who need them, now, because more and more of us are living longer and longer. That's not going to fucking change, except for the better FOR US. So, yeah, supplier. Step it the fuck up so St. Mike's has what it needs for all of us.

So, yeah, bite my ass, manufacturers. I know this is small shit comparatively but it's also yet another reminder of how arbitrary shit is, about how ambivalent drug companies can be about patients and about the fact that it's going to be a while yet before I am 'normal' and all of me works the way it should ought to.

Bleh.

I'll be okay. I'm just cranky right now XD

*Don't worry about me overmuch for this; I'm in really good health and determined to stay that way, and my stubborn-assedness makes mules look wishy-washy. I'm more than okay. XD
yukie1013: (and anywhere you turn...)
SOMEONE GET ALL THESE FLAMING /b/TARD WANNABE TEENYBOPPERS OFF'N MY INTERNETS PLS

Oh god tenth anniversary of the release of FFVII whaaaaaattttt. *choke.* *gurgle* *falldownstairs'ndie*

But - srriously it's like everyone all of a sudden dropped fifty IQ points while my back was turned. Snipe, flame, anonymous-coward, butthurt, stupid prejudiced sexist classist fucktardianistic - gah.

FUCK ALL THIS NOISE, DRACULA WAS RIGHT, I RESIGN, I SECEDE, I QUIT.

LONG LIVE THE YOUKAI NATION YOU WHORES.

fall makes me bitchy.

lolfail

Aug. 19th, 2007 06:25 pm
yukie1013: (BLARGH)
Unless you are

a) My doctor,
b) A member of my family,
c) My fiancé, or
d) A VERY trusted friend,

You have no business trying to DICTATE what medical treatments, foods, activities, drinks, religions or any-other-damn-thing I should or should not be having, or should nor should not be involved with.

Got it?

I am not a child. I am not -your- child. I am not -yours-. I dare say I know more about my own body than ever you will about your own.

So back off, you wannabe dictator-benefactors. You're pretty much all misinformed idiots anyhow.

Offering advice or suggestions is fine. I'm grateful for such. Suggestions are fine!

Getting all butt-hurt when I do not adhere to your words as gospel? No. You're not my doctor, my mother, my future husband or my anything. Get out of my life k thx bye :D
yukie1013: (beware)
If you think I'm that damn stupid and worthless?

You're free to get off'n my FL anytime you like.

Leastways, that way i'll know what the hell's up, and I won't have to worry about people pretending they give a goddamn about me, my life, or hell - anything about me whilst they happily go on talking about me behind my back.

I don't like two-faced people and I won't be anyone's little joke. Screw off immediately if you think that bullying asshattery is in any way acceptable.

durp hurp

Aug. 3rd, 2007 07:56 am
yukie1013: (baby's got a temper)
Went through my gallery and delorted a couple Riku-and-Ansem pics in case LJ gets its boxers in a wad over 'em. Even though, uh, I only draw older!Riku. Like when he's eighteen.

But yeah. Ass covering, GO. I'd rather not get my ass whacked for an imaginary TOS violating. :B

Chew mah willie, your Honour.

'Clever' commentary about my (im)maturity, my apparent paranoia, my alleged ephebophilia (fuck off) or whatever-goddamn-well-else bullying flaws like to wave around about me as of late are not welcome, incidentally. ♥ If you want to discuss something with me, that's great. I like discussion!

I like it when people discuss things with me as though I am a fellow adult and capable of higher reasoning.

I will not, however, tolerate passive-aggressive swipes, eeja-weeja-woo talk (I'm not a toddler) and attacks on my personal character, mental state, or maturity. FAIL. Maybe I was a doormat mocktarget geek in the past, but you know what? I'm not anyone's little victim anymore. I gave up on that shit when I hit seventeen. Shoulda' got at me ten years ago if you wanted a free voodoo doll, buttrash particles. XD I may still have the marks, but that don't mean I'm still your free target.

I do not suffer bullies. They are, without exception, failures at life.

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